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The Name
02:34
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I’m packing up my room Mari Kondo style
Does this spark joy in me (does this spark joy in me)
Keep, donate, or garbage
Keep, donate, or garbage
Keep, donate, or garbage
I’m all going in the trash
I’m coming to you raw, opened up and honest
Can you see the son you have (can you see the son you have)
I’m fitting in my body
I’m redefining naughty
The manual is shoddy
I’m all going in the trash
Factory reset signal is coming through
I had to unlearn all the things I learned from watching you
Sit up straight, check your face, apologize, and know your place
You can’t try to tame me with the name my mother gave me
He, him, son, brother that is what I’ve become
I had to fight my way to be here (had to fight my way to be here)
I’m not sorry that I killed her
I’m not sorry that I killed her
I’m not sorry that I killed her
I’m not going in the trash
Factory reset signal is coming through
I had to unlearn all the things I learned from watching you
Sit up straight, check your face, apologize, and know your place
You can’t try to tame me with the name my mother gave me
With the name my mother gave me
With the name my mother gave me
With the name my mother gave me
With the name my mother gave me
I identify as brother (brother)
Do you identify as mother (mother, mother, mother)?
Factory reset signal is coming through
I had to unlearn all the things I learned from watching you
Sit up straight, check your face, apologize, and know your place
You can’t try to tame me with the name my mother gave me
You can’t try to tame me
You can’t try to tame me
You can’t try to tame me
With the name my mother gave me
With the name my mother gave me
With the name my mother gave me
With the name my mother gave me
With the name my mother gave me
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2. |
Supermassive Asshole
03:34
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Wish you were just theory
Instead of reality
You think you’re the center of the galaxy (galaxy, galaxy)
All of our worlds revolve
Around, around, around, around your core
That’s a messy eater tendency (tendency, tendency)
Hungry for attention, always wanting more
You don’t make sense
You’re so dense
Energy-eating black soul
A supermassive asshole
A pride so immense
Your Ego Horizon clearly tells
A heart that’s darker than coal
A supermassive asshole
You’re no rare, special Singularity (Singularity, Singularity)
One of the billions that just suck
And suck and suck and suck for praise
When you come close you take our light away (light away, light away)
Spitting it back as deadly Drama Rays
You don’t make sense
You’re so dense
Energy-eating black soul
A supermassive asshole
A pride so immense
Your Ego Horizon clearly tells
A heart that’s darker than coal
A supermassive asshole
The rules and laws don’t apply to you
Heating us up with emotional friction
Hypothetical, hypocritical
A dangerous contradiction
The rules and laws don’t apply to you
Heating us up with emotional friction
Hypothetical, hypocritical
A dangerous contradiction
You don’t make sense
You’re so dense
Energy-eating black soul
A supermassive asshole
A pride so immense
Your Ego Horizon clearly tells
A heart that’s darker than coal
A supermassive asshole
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3. |
Wake Up
03:49
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Sun hits my eyes first thing, I’m so surprised to be alive
Who would grant me another day to waste?
Still breathing, heart beating
So hard to make it stop, but then what?
I’d probably waste Hell too
I’m so sick of going nowhere (so sick of going nowhere)
And now I lay me down to rest, I swear to God I did my best
But even I see that’s not good enough
So God please take my soul
And if I die before I wake
I have to die before I
Before I wake up
Oh-oh before I wake up
Will it hurt when my heart stops? Hurt more than the burden of me?
Just beating and beating and I keep repeating the same bullshit
Will I go into the light?
I guess I just don’t care
As long as I’m going somewhere (I’m so sick of going nowhere)
And now I lay me down to rest, I swear to God I did my best
But even I see that’s not good enough
So God please take my soul
And if I die before I wake
I have to die before I
Before I wake up
Oh-oh before I wake up
And now I lay me down to rest, I swear to God I did my best
But even I see that’s not good enough
So God please take my soul
And if I die before I wake
I have to die before I
Before I wake up
Oh-oh before I wake up
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4. |
Clickbait
01:52
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One, two, three, four
Please, sit down
As we investigate your inner workings
Dissect your brains
Sift your close-guarded secrets
Nothing is sacred
Nothing is yours
Nothing is hidden
Not anymore
Please fill out this form
And we’ll tell you who you are
And you’ll tell us where you’ve been
Can we intern them yet?
The system can hold so many more
Five, six, seven, eight
Time ticks by
As we fill out your empty days
Wreck your brains
Wear you down and tire you out
Your time is our money
Our money’s your life
Sign your name on the dotted line
Please fill out this form
And we’ll tell you who you are
And you’ll tell us where you’ve been
Can we intern them yet?
The system can hold so many more
There goes another one
All that work, all that stress
We’ve done nothing we could
Another one dead
If you’d kindly sign your name
On the dotted line
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5. |
Intrauterine Mancave
03:57
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My sexual preference is a Golden Girls’ reference
Mmmm-mmmm
My sexual preference is a Golden Girls’ reference
Mmmm-mmmm
You wanna touch me there?
You wanna poke that bear?
I’ve got a kickin’ snare
I’m large and in charge
But I don’t mean to scare
No I don’t mean to scare
Concord in conclave
Intrauterine Mancave
Gatekeeping scoundrels
Surrounded by Vaporwave
Human puppets, marionettes
The pull of the strings, the rise of the fist
Electric placebos refuse to resist
Steal the house’s money, and place your bets
Steal the house’s money, and place your bets
Place your bets
Place your bets
Shiva drumstick head stims
Fill me up with Slim Jims
I’m gonna have to make my own position
Capo Karma Sutra consequence religion
So do me a favor and hand me a razor
Cause I don’t love him anymore
I’m making snow angels in living room garbage
And I’m carving his name on the floor
Human puppets, marionettes
The pull of the stings, the rise of the fist
Electric placebos refuse to resist
Steal the house’s money, and place your bets
Steal the house’s money, and place your bets
Place your bets
Place your bets
Steal the house’s money, and place your bets
Place your bets
Place your bets
And place your bets
Place your bets
Place your bets
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6. |
Noise
02:29
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Finding
Intricacies
Simplicities
I’m trapped within intensities
Working through atrocities
Catastrophes
Just trying to find some
Sanity
I’m running out of oxygen
I’m feeding off dead air
Wond’ring how I’ll be
Living through
All this fear
And all my words are falling
On covered ears
Wond’ring if you even know
That I am here
I’m seeing inconsistencies
In every little
Everything
And I don’t want to bring it back
To standards and simplicities
All my words are falling
On covered ears
Wond’ring if you even know
That I am here
All my words are falling
On covered ears
Wond’ring if you even know
That I am here
I’m here
I’m here
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7. |
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Not fucking masking today
I’m not fucking masking today
I’m rocking and bouncing, tapping, singing, and flapping
Not fucking masking today
It’s not that I’m tired or overextended
Not stressed out or about to explode
It’s a choice that I’ve made
For just me alone
That I’m not fucking masking today
I’m not overstimmed or under
I’m just over the fear and the shame
It’s not fucking worth it to hide it
I’m perfect!
I’m not fucking masking today!
Not fucking masking today
I’m not fucking masking today
I’m rocking and bouncing, tapping, singing, and flapping
Not fucking masking today
Not fucking masking today
I’m not fucking masking today
I’m rocking and bouncing, tapping, singing, and flapping
Not fucking masking today
I’m not fucking masking
I’m not fucking masking
I’m not fucking masking today
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8. |
Thoughts and Preyers
05:39
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Car drives once around the block, yeah
Looking for their friend’s house, their friend’s house
Car drives back, headlights on, yeah
Looking for an address, an address
Your racist neighbor posts on Nextdoor
Suspicious vehicle on Warrego,
I think that they were casing, stay safe
Man walks once around the block, yeah
He’s going for a walk, he’s going for a walk
He comes through again on his way home
Walking through the neighborhood, his neighborhood
Your racist neighbor calls the cops
Suspicious man on Grayling, at Stingray
I heard him yelling and I think he has a gun
No remorse for our racist neighbors
Our racist neighbors, the class traitors
No remorse for our racist neighbors
Who spend their time causing problems for strangers
No remorse for our racist neighbors, our racist neighbors
Who are so concerned with what’s theirs
Hawk flies once around the block, yeah
Looking for its next meal, its next meal
It dives down, into a backyard
Picking off a mouse, a mouse
Your racist neighbor posts on Nextdoor
Urgent, weird bird in my yard
It’s obviously a pet, is it yours?
No remorse for our racist neighbors
Our racist neighbors, the class traitors
No remorse for our racist neighbors
Who made their nests with slave labor
Who can’t see past their little white fence, our racist neighbors
Who are so concerned with what’s theirs
Hawk flies once around the block, yeah
Looking for its next meal, its next meal
It dives down, into a yard
Where your neighbor holds a phone, a phone
Your racist neighbor calls the cops
Suspicious man, on Rawhide, at Clearlake
My eyes, my eyes, ahh my eyes!
No remorse for our racist neighbors
Our racist neighbors, the class traitors
No remorse for our racist neighbors
Who built their homes on thoughts and prayers
That’s all we’ll send them, thoughts and prayers, thoughts and prayers
When the birds come get what’s theirs
The hawks collect around the block, yeah
Perched on every single rooftop
The racist neighbors know by now
To stay inside, and shut their mouths
You haven’t seen the cops in weeks
There’s a block party, on Tuolumne
The neighborhood is so much safer now
No remorse for our racist neighbors
Our ex-neighbors, the class traitors
Show no remorse for your racist neighbors
Who built their homes on thoughts and prayers
That’s all you’ll send them, thoughts and prayers, thoughts and prayers
When the birds come get what’s theirs
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9. |
Savior Complex
02:04
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I am not a tool
I am not a tool
I am not your tool
I’m not for you to use
You fancy yourself a carpenter
The child of a hardworking man
You think we’re your followers
We never asked to be part of your plan
You’re one of the good ones
Giving your heart and your soul
It’s clear we don’t deserve you
But you will continue to toil
You are a martyr, a martyr, a martyr
Fighting in everyone’s wars
A martyr, a martyr
There’s blood on your hands
And you swear up and down that it’s yours
We’re useful to you
As long as there’s something to gain
You treat this as a favor
When it’s how we avoid your blame
I am not a tool
I am not a tool
I am not your tool
I’m not for you to use
You are a martyr, a martyr, a martyr
Fighting in everyone’s wars
A martyr, a martyr
There’s blood on your hands
And you swear up and down that it’s yours
You are a martyr, a martyr, a martyr
Fighting in everyone’s wars
A martyr, a martyr
There’s blood on your hands
And you swear up and down that it’s yours
I am not a tool
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10. |
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Psychedelic Microdose Community Center
Psychedelic Microdose Community Center
Psychedelic Microdose Community Center
Psychedelic Microdose Community Center
Everybody needs a place where somebody knows your name
Humanity affirmed and nobody is to blame
For the trauma tempest
The trauma tornado
The trauma tempest
The trauma tornado
Psychedelic Microdose Community Center
Psychedelic Microdose Community Center
So set an appointment, to cure your disappointment
Set an appointment, to cure your disappointment
Sit in the setting, and feel the creation
Sit in the setting, and feel the creation of the
Psychedelic Microdose Community Center
Psychedelic Microdose Community Center
Psychedelic Microdose Community Center
Psychedelic Microdose Community Center
The ego prison escape cohort
Is assembling at the akashic record store
Looking for a northern sound
But the record bins are all upside down!
She asked how large is your molecular structure
Check the log and the record, how many in number
I said we are innumerable!
We are innumerable!
We spread around the world
An emergent omnicule
We spread around the world
Like Argentinian ants
An emergent omnicule
That likes to dance at the
Psychedelic Microdose Community Center
Psychedelic Microdose Community Center
Psychedelic Microdose Community Center
Psychedelic Microdose Community Center
We’ve got lots of couches and a park in the back
Narrative monitors in case of attack
From a question of balance
A question of balance
A pang of regret
That’s not been brought to light yet
A cell door open
A cell door open
An unmanned hallway
Surrounded by demons
A dimly lit courtyard
Surrounded by demons
And you can dispel them
Yea you can dispel them at the
Psychedelic Microdose Community Center
Psychedelic Microdose Community Center
Psychedelic Microdose Community Center
Psychedelic Microdose Community Center
We’re not government funded!
We need your donations!
We’re not government funded!
We need your dontations!
We need your hopeless anger!
Your fears and frustrations!
Your fear, disdain, and doubt
You can let it all out at the
Psychedelic Microdose Community Center
Psychedelic Microdose Community Center
Psychedelic Microdose Community Center
Psychedelic Microdose Community Center
Psychedelic Microdose Community Center
Psychedelic Microdose Community Center
Psychedelic Microdose Community Center
Psychedelic Microdose Community Center
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11. |
Descendent's Presents
02:47
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Hello from the past, we’re a waste but it’s a gas
And the future’s getting clearer every day
As we evolve into machines and then back to bio-beings,
With nothing but ourselves in the way
As we fight at every step to preserve something that’s left,
For now that’s how we travel through time
And when you crack that code, the end of preservation’s road,
Foreshadowing retrospect from here on out
But when you get to the end, it’s just as much as a begin
And Heaven is a waiting room, Heaven is a waiting room
The dinosaurs walked on a bed of technological artifacts
At least until the moon crashed, at least until the moon crashed
Hello from the future where Intel’s truly inside,
We’ve got signal from the womb, Babel fish describe the room
Comfy chairs, a receptionist, outdated magazines,
No entry, just an exit, and the Purgatory Queens, and the Purgatory Queens
But don’t forget you all, I’ve got an office down the hall
It’s where we make babies, when the programming calls
And Heaven is a waiting room, Heaven is a waiting room
And Heaven is a waiting room, Heaven is a waiting room
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